Breaking Up

Dear Infertility,

Why did you choose me? Why do you even exists? Why must you bring so much hurt to families?

It's hard not to be angry with you at times, but I know that your in my life for a reason. You have surprisingly made me stronger, you have also made my marriage stronger as well...not to mention our relationship with the Lord. Is that why you choose me? To make me stronger?

Why can't you be nicer? I like my body to be regular, you make it near impossible to try to a child on our own...one month you bring me 15 day cycles the next month 35+ day cycle...can you at least give me a couple months in a row of consistency? Not to mention the weight you have packed on me, do you realize the low carb diet you have me on because of all that added weight? You have put my body through hell and back, and I haven't even experienced labor!

When will our journey with you be over? I mean that in the nicest way-I am thankful for the things I've learned and for the person I've grown into because of you; however to be honest I am really ready for my next chapter in life. Can't you go on vacation for nine whole months while I visit with pregnancy? I don't mind throwing up while you take a trip to the Bahamas...

Sorry to come down so hard on you Infertility, but lets face it...we need a break!!!!!!