Well unfortunately this blog doesn't contain the news everyone and myself was hoping for....
I started my cycle...however I am ok emotionally (right now at least). I thinkthese lovely cramps and headache that my cycle brought along for the ride are doing a good job at keeping my mind off of the "big picture".
I just want to thank each and everyone of you for the many prayers, the many messages/text/emails and calls....you all mean the world to us and you will never know how much we truly appreciate you!
God has a plan for us, we know that and we accept that...we don't have the answers as to why certain things happen in life, we just have to have faith in Our Lord and Savior! He knows whats best for us...he is in control and only him. I want to be a mother more than anything in the world, and I can't wait for the day that I will get to look my husband in the eyes and tell him...honey were having a baby....unfortunately our time and God's time are not the "same time"...as hard as it is at times, we do accept that. God is amazing, and he IS on this journey with us!!! When we can't piece together the puzzle of our own lives, remember the best view of a puzzle is from above...let Him help put you together. Trust in him!!!
So now Zach and I will start our couple month break. We know we have to wait at least two full cycles...any more is up to us. Right now, were just going to focus on us and the few things that will be going on during this "break"...I will turn the BIG 2-5 on Feb.2....Our God daughter will turn the BIG 1 in February as well, and ya gotta love Valentines Day (since it's on the weekend we are trying to plan a mini trip out of town...) So there are a few things that will keep us busy throughout this break and def. some things to "blog about"... :o)
Thanks again...we love ya'll!!!!
14 comments:
i am so sorry tiffany! i am on a break right now too. my husband hates what all the hormones do to my body. i know god is using you. i feel better everytime i read your blog. it makes me step back and try to trust god. it is so hard but has to be done. you are an inspiration. just remember that everyone is routing for you and you are so blessed already in your life. does your husband know about your blog? i am sure he is so proud of the grace your bring to the situation. and, in the process you are helping many others. i know that doesn't make it better, it just gives some meaning to it all. enjoy the break with your hubby! and focus on eachother instead. we have been doing that and it has been very healing.
I'm so sorry Tiffany. I was praying for you, but I know that all things come in God's time. It's become a mantra for me each day while waiting and hoping. (((Hugs))) to you and your DH.
God is gonna bless you. Keep your spirits up!!
Hey, Love! You are soo strong and you totally amaze me! I am always praying for you guys and for some reason, God must not have thought this was your time. Just take advantage of your break and you have soo much to look forward too. I believe that your body will be ready to go in a couple months! Like I was telling you earlier, things have just been getting better as the cycles go and I believe you will have your little bean growning inside of you before you know it :) I am always here for you no matter what! You and Zach are two amazing people and are very lucky to have one another. Love ya!
What an amazing post. What an amazing woman you are. Seriously Tiffany. Your spirits and faith amazes me. God WILL bless you sweetie. You will be right there with me when you come back from your break. I'm sorry for the outcome but you said it right! God has his plans. I just wish I could remember that on a daily basis. I wish I was as strong as you. Love you girl. Hang in there and enjoy your hubby!!!
Kami
I will be praying for ya'll! Try to enjoy your down time with your hubby!!
So everyone has already said everything that I am feeling and want to say to you. I will say this until the day that I die, you INSPIRE me, you AMAZE me, you are truley an ANGEL sent from Heaven. I believe that God sent you here to teach many of us lessons in life that we do not understand. You have so many people learning from your situation and you are teaching them so many things, that they did not know about themselves before. God will soon say okay its time, she has done her work that Ive sent her to do. You WILL see that positive sign, you WILL see Zach's face like up and you WILL hold your own child very very soon!!
BUT... you are turning um.... a quarter of a century old, dont worry I have you covered for the walker and wheelchair and oh yeah our motorized potty chair haha Then of course your PRECIOUS, BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING, Godaughter is turning 1... You think Im partial? haha
We ♥ you girly, no matter what time of the day were here!! Keep keeping ya'lls head up!!
WOW you all are amazing and you all have me in tears (happy tears though). I am so blessed to have such amazing people here for me! I love you all and thanks again for all your sweet comments and messages!
I cannot express how sorry I am for the two of you! I really thought this was it for the two of you. God will definately bless you in due time. I am always here for you if you ever need anything.
Tiff! I love you and your faith! Your a wonderful woman who is going to make an even more wonderful mother someday soon!
omg, i just realized you have the same birthday as me! though i wish i was turning 25. i will be 29. erin
I am so sorry I was really praying this was it..but it sounds like you have some good times coming up so have fun and keep the faith god bless you...
TIff, I sent you an e-mail from my yahoo account. It's not "appropriate" for blog.
ALso, I wanted to reitterate my sorrow for you and Zach! You know I love you and I'm still praying.
I'm sorry you didn't get the outcome that you've been praying for, but you have a great outlook and it is indeed, in God's hands. I hope that this "break" is a good one for your heart and soul. =)
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