I find myself lately shutting down. Don't get me wrong, I am still hopeful, still honest about my journey and still faithful that God has a huge special plan in store for my husband and I. However, I catch myself getting sad over things and when someone asks me whats wrong I simply say 'oh nothing'...I used to open up to them and tell them what I was sad over.
I think after 4 1/2 years it's just getting old...I'm shutting down, not reaching out as much as I used to.
Again, don't get me wrong-I am so grateful for this journey and for the person it has molded me into, but at times I catch myself wondering when this journey will be over...and I think thats just normal...
(For all of those who have asked my appt with my Dr. regarding my ovaries will be the week of the 29th)
Thank you everyone for the kind thoughts and prayers, it really does help :)