Friday, April 24, 2009

It's A New Day

Well, it’s a NEW day! I would LOVE to tell you I feel better…but I can’t right now. I am done crying; at least right now I am done; I can’t really cry anymore…I’m out of tears {did ya’ll know you could run out of tears???? Well you can!!}. My head is pounding from the crying and stress…BUT I keep telling myself… “Tiffany this is a NEW day!”.

If your new, you can click here to read about what we found out yesterday, reagarding my mom.

I didn’t sleep much last night, from constantly thinking about the risk and everything, to praying, to tossing and turning, soaking in the tub hoping it would relax me…I maybe ended up with 2 hours of sleep. So needless to say I was up this morning at 5am when Zach woke up to get ready for work, he said “Get ready…I’m taking you somewhere”… “WHAT?? It’s 5AM…” he said “your not sleeping, get up…get ready!”. SO I did. My sweet husband took me to eat breakfast this morning, mmmm pancakes seem to always put a smile on my face, even if it is only a temporary smile :). After a much needed sugar intake I headed to work…talking to God the whole way.

“Please God keep me strong…please God watch my mom…please God don’t let me fall asleep at my desk…Please God let this wake up and be a dream…God I promise I won’t bug you anymore about a baby, just please heal my mom…God thank you for my husband who bought me much needed pancakes…Please God carry me through this…Please God don’t let my mother stress….”

I think I pretty much talked to God about anything and everything you can talk to him about. I closed my eyes when I pulled into work, asked God to wrap his arms around me. Right now I feel as though I am in a complete daze, I did however find that when someone hugs me the tears somehow have found there way back…strange thing indeed! I want to thank you all for the comments, emails, calls, re-posting for prayers…everything! Your prayers and your kind words mean so much to me. I am sorry if I haven’t wrote you all back to thank you individually. Just know I appreciate it more than you know! My followers have grown overnight, I am amazed and so very thankful to have each one of ya'll praying for my family. THANK YA'LL!

God is amazing indeed and he WILL carry us through this.

I also promise to be back to my happy-go-lucky self soon :) I am by far a sad person, but this has brought me down a bit…I am on my way back up…slowly but surely with prayer and God’s guidance my mother, myself and our family will make it through this journey!

18 comments:

Melody said...

That is so sweet! you have the best husband! I hope you do start to have that peace you need!

Lori said...

How sweet of your husband to take you to breakfast. I hope you can stay awake at work, sounds like you had a rough night. I pray that the Lord will comfort you and your family. Sending prayers your way!!

Mimi said...

I love you honey and I am here for you to talk to, to cry to, to scream to. Whatever you need to do. I will be praying for your mom and for your strength.

kami

Kathy said...

(((HUGS))) Praying for your mom and peace for you to get through this....I can't even begin to imagine how hard this is. :(

Ashley said...

That was so sweet of him!!! YOu are going to get through this!! I'm praying for you;) ((HUGS))

Julie said...

Oh my gosh Tiffany! I missed your post yesterday. I will be praying for you and for your mom!

twondra said...

Definitely still praying...and don't ever feel bad about not being your "happy-go-lucky" self. Totally understandable.

We all love you!

~the mccrarys~ said...

Mmmmm pancakes!! i hope you guys do have a good weekend despite everything going on! i hope you get better sleep tonight too!

Stephanie said...

Praying for you and your mom hon!

I know you're already aware but you have an awesome hubby on your hands!

Following Him said...

What a sweet hubby :) Prayers going out to you, your mom, and your family!
~Elyse~

~Nicole~ said...

I am so sorry to hear about your mom...I was so hoping that the answers would be so much better. She is in my prayers, and you too of course. I know God will lead the way and I just pray for you to feel His arms around you.

Angie said...

I just read about your mom and I am going to pray for all of you as you go through this hard time. Glad you found my blog so that now I know about yours!

Jess said...

How sweet of your husband!! and I'm so very sorry! There isn't really anything I can say to make you feel better, but Your family will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers!!!((HUGS))!

Jennifer said...

how sweet is your husband? pancakes always make me smile:) i want you to know that i am praying for your mother and well as you and your family. many hugs and prayers!!

Katie said...

Your husband sounds so awesome. I'm really glad you have him through this rough time. I have been thinking about you LOTS!

The Simmons Family said...

I am so sorry to hear about your dear Mom. My prayers are with you and your entire family. We're praying that the anurisms (spelled wrong I'm sure) stay the same ... or disappear (is that possible?)

Cry all you want. Praying.

lyndsey said...

Hopefully things will work out well for you. Hugs and prayers.

Megan said...

What a sweet hubby!


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