Thursday, July 9, 2009

Tomorrow....BRING IT ON!

I am utterly in shock that “tomorrow” is our visit. I can not tell you how fast time has gone by.

Three and a half years ago when Zach and I started trying for our very first miracle, I never ever thought this would be a step we would be making; I thought this “trying to conceive” thing would be easy—I mean after all you just decide your ready and the next thing you know your pregnant...right? Didn’t happened how we planned…God had another journey in store for us…plans that we were not ready for at first. We went through the sadness, the anger, the frustration…but finally God helped us to accept the fact that this was our path in life, he helped build our strength and our relationship; not only with each other but our relationship with God. If I were to “plan out my own life” I can’t say I would have added infertility into it, however I am glad that God did. I never thought that an actual fertility clinic would come into play, I have avoided that step for a long time…but after 3 ½ years…many prayers…and tons of support I do believe we are ready for this.

Our God is an amazing God. He picked us for this journey, he saw something special in us and knew that with his guidance we can and will overcome this. I can not tell you if we will ever get “pregnant”…I do not know what God has in store for us. But I do know that we will be ok, we will be parents one daysomehowsomeway. God has shown us so much throughout this and taught us not only to lean on him but to trust him to carry us through our struggles…and that’s what we are doing.

SO…BRING IT ONBring on tomorrow…we are ready!! And we know that “With God…ALL things are possible”.

It’s amazing how many people care; we are humbled by your love, generosity and support. I’m in disbelief that my blog has become one that many “want” to read. Thank you all for being apart of this journey with us—we are honored for you to be by our sides through this.


{I will add mini' updates to my twitter account throughout tomorrow until I am able to blog about it...if you want to follow me on there, you are more than welcomed...but I promise I will blog tomorrow night sometime :)}
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