Some days it's hard to have 'hope'.
Zach and I have our days on this journey where we can't find the hope, sometimes it's easy to think God has forgotten you. After years of praying and waiting patiently, it's hard to have hope that one day your dreams and prayers will be answered.
We do not know the reason why God chooses certain people to go down certain paths; our faith gets stretched in all directions...and although our hope can disappear at times, it's hope that keeps me going... hope of that positive pregnancy test... hope for that first ultrasound... hope for that first kick ... hope for being able to give birth to a healthy baby... although God test our faith, I have hope that this journey will bring us our desire to be parents...
Hope is one of the most exciting things in life, if you believe in your dreams, they will come true...they may not come true over night or in the way you pictured, but they will come true as God plans.
Once you choose hope, anything is possible!
9 comments:
You should make a little book of all these motivations and your thoughts on them! Hope is exciting and I don't think anyone should ever lose it!
I'd believe it when you say HOPE is the most exciting part. I couldn't imagine going through that & not constantly having hope for that happy ending. Yall certainly arent forgotten!
This was beautiful…I know exactly where you are at….Even though we are going down the adoption route, it still seems so unbelievable that one day soon we get to hold our child. I read a poem about waiting and infertility that I’m going to share on my blog on Wed. Please stop by if you think about it. I know that you have thought these same things before. Hope is something that I didn’t understand or even believe for a long time….BUT remember Hope does not disappoint. I’m praying for you so hard right now…Keep fighting friend.
Amy, I will def. be reading it on Wed! Thank you for your sweet comment and for your prayers---hope you know I'm praying for you as well!
Thank you for your sweet comment Ashlee!! :)
Thats a good idea :) maybe one day I can sell it-LOL! :) But seriously, that is a good idea, esp to pass down to our kids one day :)
I am thinking about you honey. Always and forever.
Love you!
Kami
This post gave me chills! Dont lose hope girl! God is good and he knows the desires of your heart. Keep your head up. I know it is hard not to feel like your time will never come but it will!!! (((hugs)))
As always, I'm so proud of the way you continue to have a positive outlook on things. I know this road has been tough but I know the Lord will continue to see you through! Love ya!
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