I was called to the hospital last night (of course my heart skipped a beat or two)...thankfully it wasn't anything too serious, however they want to place her in a skilled nursing home for a couple-few weeks depending on how fast she bounces back...
I've seen my mother go through a lot, however I've never seen her this 'dazed' after a surgery. She normally bounces back fairly quickly, but she isn't bouncing back as quickly this time-she WILL be fine, she just needs a little extra TLC which is why she will be going to a nursing home for a little bit to help her recover.
She has been through a lot in her 53 years of life and with each surgery her recovery time gets a little worse.. :(
Last night I had to tell my mom that she won't be going home, that was extremly hard...I cried pretty much all night (poor Zach didn't know what to do) I know that at some point in life most children have to go through this with there parents, however I'm 26 and my moms 53, I hurt because she is so young to go through all she has...It hurts me to see her in this shape, to have to tell her that she can't go home right now :(
I have faith in our Lord, I know that everyone has there own plan in life-I've accepted my plan, but its hard for me to accept hers...I miss my mom and its hard to know she will 'never' be 100% 'herself'...
Please continue to pray for strength for my mother that she will accept her new 'home' for a couple weeks, that I will remain strong for her and patience and guidance from her physcians.
Thanks for all the love, support and prayers! God is Great!!!
(This was posted from my phone, so sorry if its jumbled or doesn't make sense-I didn't get to proof read)