Friday, August 27, 2010

Breaking Up

Dear Infertility,

Why did you choose me? Why do you even exists? Why must you bring so much hurt to families?

It's hard not to be angry with you at times, but I know that your in my life for a reason. You have surprisingly made me stronger, you have also made my marriage stronger as well...not to mention our relationship with the Lord. Is that why you choose me? To make me stronger?

Why can't you be nicer? I like my body to be regular, you make it near impossible to try to a child on our own...one month you bring me 15 day cycles the next month 35+ day cycle...can you at least give me a couple months in a row of consistency? Not to mention the weight you have packed on me, do you realize the low carb diet you have me on because of all that added weight? You have put my body through hell and back, and I haven't even experienced labor!

When will our journey with you be over? I mean that in the nicest way-I am thankful for the things I've learned and for the person I've grown into because of you; however to be honest I am really ready for my next chapter in life. Can't you go on vacation for nine whole months while I visit with pregnancy? I don't mind throwing up while you take a trip to the Bahamas...

Sorry to come down so hard on you Infertility, but lets face it...we need a break!!!!!!

11 comments:

Shannon said...

I couldn't agree more! My cycles are anywhere from 25 days to 40 days. How on Earth am I suppose to plan that? I mean, really. I'm so tired of seeing all the others out there who are getting pregnant and they weren't even trying or they tried for a month! I mean, sure I'm happy for them, but could I get a break?!

Kristin said...

Praying that he takes a hike!

Bobbi said...

I love this letter to infertility! It does make us stronger, huh? Stronger in our marriage, in our relationship with God in OURSELVES, but like you said...it's time for a break! Go away, infertility! It's been great (not really), but it's time to MOVE ON!!! :)

Kim said...

I love your letter....so true, we are getting stronger, but really, I think IF has over stayed its welcome. xoxoxoxox

Megan said...

A-MEN!! Infertility needs to take a hike!

Jess said...

You should print this out and stick it in your mailbox, addressed to infertility. :)

Infertility is playing all of us women!

Rosie said...

I like your open letter to infertility.
You definitely need to break up for sure! You deserve to move on.
Love you friend!

Anna said...

So sorry you are still waiting, hun. Know that you're not alone! Someday our ships will come in....

Buford Betty said...

Hang in there, girl. There's a lot of us on the same journey!

wildflowers said...

hey. i found your blog via tammy's. just popped on over to read a bit and say hi. first time commenting here!

:)

Busted Kate said...

Amen!


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