Thursday, August 26, 2010

I would die for that....

I am sure most infertiles have heard this song by Kellie Coffey, in fact I've posted this song at least 3 times on my blog throughout our 4.5 year journey. To be honest I try to avoid it because it makes me cry like crazy, but it always seems to pop up when I least expect it too, I was on you tube watching a video a friend of mine posted and low and behold there was the video...and you guessed it I watched it and the tears have yet to stop...

It hits home, very close to my heart...the words she sings are the words I often think...if you haven't seen the video it's a great one, but warning you may want to grab some tissues.



12 comments:

Melody said...

I remember feeling EXACTLY like that!

Machelle said...

I have never seen/heard that before. Wow. Very powerful and very true! I pray you get a little one. I felt exactly like that as well 2.5 years ago.

Marla said...

I have never heard of this song or artist before. Go figure! Thanks for sharing! :) I may just have to post about it and link back to you.

Tracy said...

Oh my goodness! I had never seen that before....I understand how that feels...and its really hard sometimes to be happy for others around you that are having babies. Some days I just want to crawl under a rock. But I try to just hold on to my faith, that God knows better than I do, and to wait on His timing, and His answer. Sometimes a "wait" is so much harder than a "no" from God. Praying for you!

J. Johnson said...

Many times through my early years of marriage I have felt like the song described. I wondered if I was being punished for youthful indescretions. We tried many different types of treatments (my husband anbd I suffered from the same medical issues as you and your husband). Finally, we stopped the medical treatments. They were emotionally draining, and my body couldn't take anymore. We discussed adoption, and nine months after we started the classes, our son came home. One and a half years later, our daughter came home.

Adoption isn't for everyone - it has to be in your heart for it to be successful, but I can't imagine my life without my kiddos. Now, with my husband recently passed away, my children save me everyday.

I pray you find the peace in life for you and your husband, and that your dreams do come true.

kirstenpetree said...

This video makes me cry and I have absolutely no idea what your going through. I know I never post on your blog because honestly I have no idea what to say. I hate that so many people and especially teens get pregnant and have abortions. I have no idea why God allows that and doesn't allow those who so desperately want a child to wait for so long. I think of you often and trust that God will give you a miracle soon! ((hugs))

~Shelly~ said...

Your time will happen-its got to!! Keep your head up high and just keep praying. I wish we could just snap our fingers for you but God has his cool little plan in the works for you! If having your own child is not in his plan- maybe adopting and SAVING a precious childs life is. But I have a feeling you will be a mommy of your own bundle of joy one day. Hugs & Prayers!

Kort said...

I have been following your journey for awhile and have never commented but I wanted to tell you that you have given me so much strength through our struggle. There were days where I was almost jealous that you had so much faith and I wasn't able to muster up enough faith that I would get through the day. Your faith kept my dreams alive and I pray that your journey becomes the journey that you dream of. You are an amazing woman and I don't even know you. Thanks for sharing

Jess said...

What a powerful song! Completely describes the struggle we all go through. It's so difficult seeing parents-to-be in all their glory after hearing their baby's heartbeat, or finding out the sex of the baby, etc. I am dying to experience that. It is hard to know it may never happen. Thanks for sharing the video. It does stir up a lot of emotions, but it is comforting to know that I am not alone. We are not alone.

Heather said...

Tiffy-

This was perfect God timing in posting this. I had to share it also on my blog tonight. We had another BFN with IVF today (our 3rd one) and it has been such a crappy day. I have no idea if we will ever be parents, and you know exactly how much my heart is hurting tonight.

Praying so hard for you and Zach, and we would both die for that!!!

Love you

Michelle said...

Wow! Thanks. I have never seen that before and you're right...I'm sobbing! I will never understand why people have to endure the pain of infertility, it is a miserable condition. I am able now to look at it with some sort of gratitude. I think my husband and I are a much better couple than we ever would have been. I pray that your journey will end with a baby, however God makes it happen. My husband and I are beginning the adoption process with great hope of embryo adopting! God bless!
~Michelle

A Love Worth Waiting For.... said...

Wow! I feel at a loss for words....


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