I'm so emotional, I'm so stressed...there are so many thoughts on my mind.
Can I really handle this upcoming journey? Am I really strong enough for this?!
I know I can, but I doubt myself at times....alot of times actually.
As excited as I am, I'm also very nervous and scared.
Everyone keeps saying this will 'work', as much as I pray it does I've watched many of friends go down this path and it NOT work. I want it to work with all my heart and soul, but honestly I'm scared it won't.
I'm trying NOT to be negative, and I really think I am just being rational-I just have gotten my hopes up many of times and I don't want to break into a million pieces if I don't see a positive pregnancy test.
I WILL be ok...I am ready for this jump...just nervous!
(My poor husband, if I am this emotional OFF of hormones, imagine when I start taking them!)