Friday, May 6, 2011

OUR Rainbow

' Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.'

 I woke up this morning went to the restroom to do my daily rituals only to come back to my bedroom to my phone playing this song--I must have hit the 'youtube' button or something when I turned my alarm off. 

 This little song ran through my head all morning..

I had my baseline ultrasound this morning; I couldn't stop thinking about 'dreams that you date to dream Really do come true' the whole way there--as I have mentioned before my emotions are on a crazy high right now. EVERYTHING (and I am not just exaggerating) makes me cry! On the way to the hospital I started praying...before I knew it I was sobbing--praying and driving (not a good combination for someone who doesn't like driving on the interstate) 

I got myself put together and went in for my appointment! It went great! Dr. W said I am right one track (awesome!!!)-everything is going great! I do have some follicles that are growing which once I start stimulating my ovaries this Sunday they will grow even more! My estradiol level is right where they want it (it needed to be less than 60 today and mine was right around 30 which is perfect!)--the only not so great thing is when they took my blood they blew my vein--OUCH! I have NEVER had my vein blown--it does not feel good! 

So what now? I add 2 more shots a day starting Sunday and go back for another appointment next Wednesday. 

When he left he told me 'Happy Mothers Day'...I just looked at him; he said 'You ARE a Mother you know it; we are creating your babies right now'...I cried (shocker huh??) He looked at me and said 'Hang in there--there is a rainbow after every storm'  
O-M-G did he just say that!?! I had chills go up my spine--and cried some more (hey I'm really emotional right now!)

Someone told me earlier today that by the end of June I will be a mommy (I hope there right) but the thought of that is so surreal; I can't imagine myself pregnant--partly because 'not' being pregnant is all I know. I'm excited about our future--whatever it may hold! 
I'm ready for our Rainbow--where dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true!!
 

10 comments:

Sarah @ The Strength of Faith said...

I opened a fortune cookie once to the fortune, "It takes rain and sunshine to make a rainbow." The past was your rain. This is your sunshine.

Amanda Kines-Phillips said...

Oh wow Tiffany, that is very ironic. I'm one of those people that thinks things like that aren't just coincidences (you hearing that song and the Dr. saying that). I can't wait for the end of June to get here so we can all read your BIG news, b/c yep, it is going to happen!!!! I just know it.

xoxo
Amanda

Adriane said...

that's so awesome! i pray that this is truly your rainbow, and that you can enjoy every second of it:)

kirstenpetree said...

that gave me chills too!! :)

Fabiola said...

Tiffany, I've been reading your blog for some time, but I don't know if I ever comment.
I'm on the other side of the infertility journey: I get pregnant and then I have a miscarriage (two last year, with no explanation).

My shrink told me last week, we don't know the beautiful outcome of pregnancy yet and we must reprogram our subconscious to good thoughts about pregnancy and babies.

So, with all that said, I'm sending all my prayers and well wishes, this cycle will be your cycle ; )

Joy@WhenDoesDaddyComeHome said...

If we never dare to dream our dreams can't come true! Here's to YOUR dreams coming true!!!

Brittany and Charlie-Social Butterfly said...

I don't usually comment much, but this post was perfect. Hoping all continues well!

Carpenters said...

I am smiling so big for YOU!
I needed to hear someone who was having a hopeful weekend...cause I am NOT!
hugs and prayers for you!

Kristin said...

Oh, I love that! I love when God speaks to us in those ways!!

Rosie said...

This post made me to happy to read. Everything about it is so symbolic and sweet! And that is one of my favorite songs!


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